Being online

Among Cats and Books' Death of a Hobby (and the linked posts at the end of it) prompted me to think about my own relationship with creativity and being online.

I first built a website to share my writing in the 90's. Since then, I've had a bunch of different projects ‐ fiction, essays, poetry, videos, podcasts, games, comics. Shared in different ways, not linked to each other (mostly). In most cases, I didn't sign the work or identify myself. In some cases I had numbers to look at, and could see how many people looked at the work. In other cases, I didn't have that.

I'm proud of most of the stuff I made. Much of it isn't online anymore, but I have my own copies backed up. I sometimes feel a pang of regret that I don't have all this gathered together, showcasing everything, with my name on top inside a <blink> tag. And sometimes I am relieved that I chose not to do that.

I've been on and off social media sporadically. Again, sometimes with my full name published and other times without.

I'm a private person. I also like to make things and share them. There's a strange tension there.

Also, and this is one of the hard parts of social media, a part of me gets too caught up in engagement numbers. I try not to pay attention to that. I have used (and really liked) a browser plugin that hid all those numbers on social media. Everything was just "a thing someone said", rather than "a thing someone said with 10,000 up-blorps and 2,000 re-blorps". But ultimately, I think blogging and other slowly produced work suit me better.

I have been active on Discord to varying degrees. The best outcome of that has been making genuine friends who I have played games with and collaborated with, one of whom I met recently and others I'll hopefully be meeting later this year. Though most of my activity on Discord has been chatting to strangers who I may never interact with again, often taking part in a recurring conversation about an aspect of a game. Sure, there's a blog post somewhere that says most of whatever needs to be said on the topic of the recurring conversation but (a) it is not particularly easy to find blog posts and (2) people want to connect - they want to feel like they talked it over rather than just read it. I get that.

Years ago, I was involved in a meditation group. I attended twice a week for a long time, and it was really good for me. One interesting aspect of that time, was that once I became a regular attendee, I began to see patterns in how other people attended. Some people would come to meditation (a valuable and worthy past time which is also frustrating and boring) in need of a tool to deal with an immediate problem. A quick fix. They might attend only once, and often with intense enthusiasm before and after the session. And then they'd be gone.

If you hang around an RPG Discord long enough, you also see people coming and going, extremely excited about games and their plans to play. Maybe talking about play (rather than contending with organising a group, scheduling, risking sessions that may disappoint) is the quick fix solution to wanting to play. I've certainty spent time and energy talking about play, prompted by wanting to play.

I think the Internet is too quick for some things. Some experiences are naturally slow, and don't really fit the acceleration that the Internet applies to all things.

This post is in danger of sounding like advice. I don't mean it to. I sometimes struggle with being online, and knowing how much to engage. I'm working these things out for myself and I wish the best to anyone else trying to navigate this stuff.

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Regicide and the travel campaign

As mentioned in the last Smiling Fox episode, I've been travelling this summer. The trip has been amazing but we're here to talk about games 🎲🎲

I got into Regicide shortly before leaving, playing a few games solo and a few 2-player games. I was instantly impressed with how the standard 52-card deck could be used for this type of game. I grew up on card games with rules like "the 5 of hearts is the best card, unless someone has played a club" where there is little or no mnemonic support for players. And yet the royals present some obvious characters, and the suits (numbering only four, and with fairly evocative designs) can be easily associated to memorable concepts. Regicide takes this idea and runs with it beautifully - the rules are a little tricky at first, but the familiar designs of the cards support learning and remembering them. And even without a strong narrative element, the feeling of defeating the Jacks and then seeing the Queens deployed hits the mark just right. Also worth mentioning - the scoring in Regicide is straightforward to track, but there's also a companion app that offloads the arithmetic and is very well designed.

My wife and I are traveling together, and it has been such a nice addition, having a coop game along with us that we can easily break out and play. On top of that, we haven't won a single game. (This is a good thing!) Each game of Regicide is separate. There's no campaign play (though that might be a cool hack), and yet it is so natural to want to beat this thing before we end the trip. Even between games, we'll be walking around an unfamiliar town discussing when is best to play hearts, the only suit without an immediate payoff. I'll be on the lookout in future for other games which are (1) coop, (2) quick to play a full game, (3) tough to beat.

On the roleplaying front, I've been playing a solo game of Midnight of the Century on the trip too. It's been a nice change of pace to play a modern setting (I am old enough to not think of the 1990s as ancient history). I'll write a post about that when my investigator catches the killer (or falls prey to them...)

I should have an episode of Luck Roll out soon after I get back. It is recorded and mostly edited. Looking forward to getting back to Knotte and co.

Keeping it real

The Cairn principles for wardens says:

"NPCs don’t want to die. Infuse their own self-interest and will to live into every personality."

I saw two movies this summer that connect with this idea. The first was Mortal Kombat 2, which I really enjoyed. The second was Masters of the Universe, which I did not. Both transplant people from our familiar reality into far-fetched fantasy worlds. Both make attempts at comedy to keep the tone light. I thought MK2 was successful and that MotU fell flat.

In RPG terms, most of the NPCs in Mortal Kombat 2 are committed to their reality. They believe in the premises and the stakes that they are experiencing. There are a small number of characters who serve as comic relief - but to me, they read as people who are part of the world and who make jokes within it. So there are people who shoot off wisecracks, but there are also people who are wholly devoted to their principles and take them seriously. For me, that works. There can even be something quite authentic about a jester in the midst of a great threat.

Masters of the Universe on the other hand, seemed more like the RPG where any or all of the NPCs can make a fart joke whenever the GM wants to make a fart joke. It seemed like there was no character on screen who was fully committed to their reality. In that case, it ceases to mimic any reality and is just a CG backdrop.

When running an RPG, you don't have $200 million to fall back on to make an outlandish world feel substantial. One of the best tools you have is the attitude of the NPCs. Ideally, something in the game should be meaningful to the players: protecting someone or something, ending an injustice, pulling off a heist, just keeping each other alive. You may not know at the start of a game what that meaningful thing may be (maybe it's best not to know at the outset), but it's far less likely that the players will find meaning in a world if the NPCs don't believe in anything.

Liberating a giant cannon

This week we played session 45 of our Mythic Bastionland campaign. This was a rare occasion where I had a good idea of what the Company would be doing next. In session 44 they followed strange tracks in the desert that led them to a warband with a huge artillery cannon (unfamiliar technology to the knights). They're looking for ways to protect the realm against two other military threats, so when presented with a new weapon they thought, "Let's have that!"

We usually do theatre of the mind combat, but given the advanced notice, I decided to make a battle map for the virtual tabletop.

Before thinking about the map, I knew I wanted an image for the cannon. I found this online and wanted to use it. I modified it slightly in GIMP, to remove the background and concrete support under it. Also added some thorns on the side to make it look nastier.

Rather than using an aerial-view battle map (I did look at a few desert maps online) I decided to use an approach that I used once before and liked: I take a image which sets the vibe for the location, even if it isn't a suitable viewpoint / angle, and layout the battle grid / zones on it. It's more abstract, but I like the result.

Here's how it looks:

I found the original here.

There's an hourglass token at the top to indicate the phase of the day (just before nightfall). The background gives a feel for what the area looks like. I added hexagonal zones (one move action to move to a neighbouring hex), but I didn't fill the entire image with them, mainly because I thought it looked nicer to not overcrowd the space, but that comes up later and I'll talk about it then. In the bottom right, there's a key to explain that some hexes are higher ground, and that gives a bonus attack die for ranged attacks, and it is one move slower to move uphill. (For anyone keeping track of rules-as-written vs homebrew, I consider the bonus for ranged attacks to be a reasonable application of an existing rule, and the slow movement uphill is just something simple I've added here.)

The PCs (and some NPC allies) are lying prone at the top of a hill, looking down at the group with their cannon. (The players' side hasn't been observed yet.) The three knights are Aurelius, Archibald, and Raegar. I won't go into detail on the others. Behind them is their own warband - the Jizamurai - a fairly bloodthirsty lot that were established by Aurelius over an Age ago.

I often use chess pieces as tokens. I think it's a nice touch for the knights, but it also gives a quick visual indicator of how formidable someone might be (a pawn or a capital piece). There are also some "plate wolves" represented by one of the default tokens in Owlbear Rodeo.

Incidentally, plate wolves are a creature that come from one of the Myths. In the book, they're called "iron hounds". When the Company first encountered them, I didn't name them, and later asked the players how their characters would name them. I think that's a fun way to name things. I'm sure that idea has been described in many places, but I first came across it in Trophy.

The map isn't too complicated. Most of the hexes have no features, and it did occur to me that it might just lead to everyone moving towards each other, colliding in the centre hex, and dispensing with the need for a map. I wasn't worried about that. Firstly, I know the combat in Mythic Bastionland well enough to know that it would still be interesting and fun, and secondly, I'm spoiled by having players that do this:

This is the map after meeting the players. The red lines are from planning how the enemy may move, and possible lines of attack.

If you look closely at the bottom right, you can see another hex has been lightly drawn in. This followed a question about what is there, and I just said it's similar to the neighbouring dark hex. The map is abstract enough that you can extend it pretty easily (or even just place the tokens in the rough area of that hex), and I didn't want to introduce some kind of hard boundary that would have a tactical impact on things.

On the high ground, where the PCs and their allies are, they have marked in blue boxes with notes about cover. This followed a discussion about places to hide up there, and I used luck rolls to determine what was available. The results weren't too favourable: two hexes with options to conceal a single person, and one with an option to conceal half a warband. (Not wanting to make things too complicated, I said that if their warband was split between half hiding in a trench and half exposed, and there was a fight, then their attacks would be Impaired.) This addition to the battlefield reminded me a little of Fate, where players can contribute to the environment. In our game, the players asked what was available, and I left it to chance. I could have used GM fiat to say "Nope, nothing here", but I had deliberately chosen that background image which I think implies more than just a featureless sand dune.

 

Maybe having a sparse battle map encourages some collaboration. If I had gone to greater lengths to add features in various hexes, maybe there wouldn't have been that same search for terrain aspects to leverage.

They planned how to proceed: Wait for nightfall. Archibald and Raegar would circle in from the North, under cover of darkness, while Aurelius would create a diversion to draw the plate wolves uphill to him. Then the Jizamurai would charge in. (Re: the diversion - Aurelius can breath fire, which is the sort of thing that comes about when messing around with Myths since his days as a squire.)

Let's jump ahead to the final state of the map:

Almost everyone did end up in the same hex, but not until the final round, and there were attacks made and enemies defeated in four hexes. Archibald and Raegar had a riding battle against the plate wolves, both risking Fatigue to Deny attacks made against their steeds. Aurelius created his flame diversion and lay in wait for another plate wolf (more on that below). The green and red tokens are a quick addition that one player helpfully cooked up to track who had acted on each turn. Owlbear Rodeo makes it pretty easy to add statuses (like the plate wolf who lost an eye) straight into the token names. Quilfrey, an elderly NPC, is tucked away at the bottom left of the map, as he was sent back to the seat of power with the Story Knight's (Archibald) book of stories, in case they all died in battle.

You might also notice one additional creature - the snake - on one of the high ground hexes. Just before sunset, the Story Knight used his Ability to say that he'd heard of tales of two strange creatures in this area. One is a kind of explosive firefly, and the other a snake that is attracted to (and unharmed by) fire. The Ability means that one of these tales is true. This led to the fun situation where Aurelius lit a diversion fire, and hid for an ambush, and then unexpectedly had a snake slithering on top of him while he had to remain silent and unseen.

The allied warband, the Jizamurai, charged in and were able to surround the enemy commander. They had been ordered to take him alive, but their battle rage (and an unfortunate roll) led to a bloodier outcome.

Near the end of the battle, Raegar the Horn Knight blew his horn, which doubles Vigour loss from all attacks. (He used to do this at the beginning of fights, but he's learned from experience on that!) This made it possible for Aurelius to finish the battle with a mighty Smite attack against the warband, reducing them to 1 Vigour.

It played out favourably for the players. The enemy force never hit too hard, but the tension held up throughout. I particularly liked how this one battle played out more as three separate engagements: (i) the diversion and fight on the hilltop, (ii) the horseback fight with two plate wolves, and (iii) the warband charge. Splitting up meant that units were isolated and had a couple of rolls gone another way, things could have gone very differently.

 

There's a Chekov's Gun element to the whole thing - They planned for the cannon to take aim and fire at them, and had it done so, I think anyone in the targeted hex would have been in serious danger. They tried to get as close as possible while maintaining the element of surprise. Also, when Aurelius killed a plate wolf on top of the hill, the gunner in control of the cannon cried out in pain (for mysterious reasons) and didn't recover quickly.

 

Later, we had a little discussion about whether this battle is significant enough to earn them a point of Glory. I think some stuff I've said on The Smiling Fox makes it sound like I am stingy with Glory, but my players seem to have an "All in a day's work!" attitude, where they don't push for it at all. Some more discussion to be had on this anyway, as it all links into a Myth as well.

TTRPG Cryptic Crossword

I've been solving cryptic crossword clues recently on Parseword and Minute Cryptic so I've tried making my own one.

Across

5. Men or rats kneeling before old reliquary ghosts, initially (4,4)
8. Quiet! Commotion, Westward. Bring torches. (10)
9. Why fear ending? No machine can run forever, even in Sweden (4,4,6)
11. "Who, me?" ask around, meander selflessly, to process trauma (10)
13. Financial Times coverage is missing secret skirmishes (4)
14. Look inside, be Sharp, be talkative, spawn a thousand games? (4)

Down

1. Unfair abusers, chopped up with singular ease, and beheaded by bestiary salespeople (4,3,5)
2. Not an only child, but with the biggest share (6)
3. Explore the forest? Old mood, new remix (10)
4. Monsieur Sephiroth upset by corporate horrors (10)
6. O! Non-writers transformed into storytellers! Just add out-of-this-world oracles (9)
7. A misguided villain sensed in possible topics? We've got that covered. (5,3,5)
10. Disrupt the nation's lad behaviours heading for failed careers and debt (11)
12. Considering all the aspects, where would Dad be without Human Resources? (4)

There's an interactive version here.

 

 

 

New podcast episodes and general rambling

Here's a quick post with some rambling updates.

I released episode 8 of my solo actual play of Mythic Bastionland today. (You can find the links for subscribing here.) As I said on the episode, it's been several months since the last episode. I am making plans to get onto a more frequent schedule and I actually recorded episode 9 today. This game never goes where I expect it to. When things settle a bit (end of an in-game season maybe) I may write a longer post here about the state of the campaign and characters.

In other podcast news, we put out episode 8 of The Smiling Fox on Monday. This episode is all about spark tables and I really enjoyed this one. Pop on your headphones and immerse yourself in the hot fog. 

Recently, I've run two sessions of the playtest of Intergalactic Bastionland with the Smiling Fox guys. It is already a fun game and I look forward to seeing it develop further. We're planning a third session to round out the experience of life aboard the starship.

My Mythic Bastionland group game is still going strong. I mentioned a few interesting things that have happened in the Smiling Fox episode mentioned above. I have some prep to do to flesh out some of the weirder things that are simmering there. I have several half-baked sites that need a bit more detail.

I am interested in learning some layout stuff, and I'm planning to explore Typst. It may not look very suitable for RPG stuff at first glance, but someone has made a DND 5e template for it which looks quite nice, so I think plenty of other things should be possible. I plan to make a one- or two-page adventure site to learn how to use it. If it seems interesting to share, I'll write about it here.

In other tabletop news, I've been playing some board games recently: Concordia and Pax Pamir. They are complicated! There's plenty to learn from them, about rules giving rise to tactical depth, and about historical settings and themes being quite engaging. I backed the RPG Gallow's Corner recently and I could definitely see myself running a game like that which doesn't have fantasy elements.

Stonetop has been on my mind recently. There's a good interview with the creator here, and Quinns released his deep dive on it this week. This probably falls into the category of "Sounds great! Will I ever get time to play this??" for me. I am definitely drawn to long-form play, and digging into relationships and community. Though I probably do elements of that in any games that give space for it.

I'm not playing any solo game other than the podcast one at the moment. I'd like to change that soon. I'd like to try something loose and flexible, and I think Everspark might be a good one for that.

 

Earth Resists: Site recipes

“Craggy cave mouth” by Thomas Quine, CC BY 2.0

As a design goal for Earth Resists, I want to think of adventure sites as recipes. The written description is not a prepared meal, it is a list of ingredients with some simple instructions. In fact, I want the site to have almost no instructions - the instructions are general and apply to any site. I'm hoping this will make sites for skirmishes easy to write, read, and run.

Here's an example. This site for a skirmish mission is a huge sinkhole and cave system in a tropical forest.

Locations:
(Would be shown as a simple diagram map, but I'm writing this on my phone)

Forest (cover 5, threat 1)
Sinkhole edge (cover 3, threat 1)
Sinkhole floor (cover 2, threat 2)
- trap: auto turret (2P)
Tunnel A (cover 4, threat 2)
Tunnel B (cover 3, threat 1)
- hazard: falling rocks (2P)
Cavern (cover 3, threat 3)

ET objective:

Protect the worm eggs in the Cavern location until they hatch (6-part clock)

ET units:

Snakehead (1P, 1HD) × 3
Spiderbot (2P, 3HD)
- special: drag away wounded (3P)
Grey worm (4P, 3HD)
- special: burrow (3P)

(Incidentally, I want ETs in the game to have descriptions but no names. It's left to the players to name them - maybe later in a campaign, if there's a linguistic breakthrough, that would change.)

What to do with all this?

After all PCs have taken a turn, the GM takes a turn. If all PCs are in 0-threat locations, the GM may choose any other location on the map and make a threat roll. Otherwise, when one or more PCs are in non-zero threat locations, the GM rolls for each of the occupied locations.

If the threat level is 2, they roll 2d6. If the threat level is 3, they roll 3d6, etc. Take the highest number (N), and the GM may use that to:

1. Deploy N points worth of ET units to the location. (Example: If the number is 3, the GM may deploy three 1-point units, some kind of minion type, or a stronger 3-point unit).
2. Check the map location for any special action which can be activated for N (or lower) points. This could be a trap or an environmental hazard.
3. Check any already deployed unit for any N (or lower) point action. Generally, already deployed units can be used freely on the GM's turn, but they may also have special abilities that require spending these points.
4. Hold some or all points of the total N in reserve, to spend on a future turn.

For a threat level of greater than 1, it is possible to have matches on the result (e.g. rolling 2d6 and getting 4, 4). Matches advance the overall ET objective in the area by one mark of progress (Example: repairing a crashed spaceship, or hatching ET eggs in the example above).

I know some folks may bristle at using a metacurrency for the GM to spend on moves and conjuring quantum ogres, but I'm thinking of it differently. I want to achieve the same outcome as running a more carefully prepared site, but without the same level of prep. The GM can glance at their ingredients and jump right in, without needing to know details about any particular location. (This may just reflect my GMing style, where I sometimes misread that kind of detail anyway, when things come up in play.)

I have yet to play test this, but it is coming together in my head, and I think I'll be able to try something soon.